SUMMER!

Its summer time and its freaking hot like hell!!! ... my room is filled with empty bottles of water and gatorade to prevent heatstroke and dehydration... coz you know i am so fragile! ... but anyway, hope its june (i think its rainy season by that month) already coz i really hate summer.... but that's only because of this heat wave!...

but anyway,i dont have any plans (yet) of how am i going to spend my summer days... well actually, i don't need to plan at all coz i need to work... not unless if i resign from my job early... but of course, i really need to think about it... there are only two reasons why i want to leave my job... first, i want to study again.. secondly, im getting bored, well, i dont like doing things over and over again, but i can do that if i can also enjoy my private life while at work... but then again, this kind of work requires sacrifices (i don't think i can do that)... everything must be balanced... work, life and family.... but yeah yeah yeah.. yada yada yada about work.. hate talking about work....im getting out of my true topic...

and yes of course, summer, ---- heat wave, heat stroke, fever, dehydration, headache, diarrhea... these are the illnesses that i usually get every summer... thats why i need to take a lot of water, cotton shirts, air, water, then water... cold shower of course....

swimming? of course... but it should be at night .... dont like getting into the pool under the sun... coz i really hate the sun.... (the heat.. to be specific)

how bout getting tanned... it never crossed to my mind...

hmmmm how bout getting new look... ahhhh, perhaps i can do that... Tony and Guy here i come again...

Uno De Los Momentos Más Felices De Mi Vida

Uno de los momentos más felices de mi vida...

it was march 2008, one of the most happiest moments in my life... a lot of things happen and i actually gave everything that i could for this month.. i just cant explain why i felt like i am "me" again after all these months, weeks and days. i felt like im human again... its quite exaggerated, i know, but i really cant deny the fact that im so happy...

im happy because for the first time after all these months, i had a weekend off... i missed everything that i usually do during weekends... cofee bars, restaurants, mall hoppings, disco bars, being totally drunk until i drop and going home with a splitting headache with my friends... i missed my night life... i missed staying at home on sundays, i missed almost evyerthing... i felt like im the steve warren as before... i missed talking and laughing loudly with my friends, dancing with them on the dance floor, flirting, (lolz!)... in other words, i missed my "gimik days on saturdays"

weekends is the best days of the month, or of the entire year, that's the only days where most of your friends can be together, that's the only days where you can see people with their families, the only days where almost everyone doesnt think about work but fun...

hate talking about work....

if only i could be normal again... and when can i experience another Uno De Los Momentos Más Felices De Mi Vida

Hard To Say Goodbye

i just love this song..... Hard To Say Goodbye by Celine Dion and Paul Anka... below is the lyrics of the song...



There's something in your eyes that's far too revealing
Why must it be like this a love without feelin'
Something is wrong with you I know
I see it in your eyes
Believe me when I say
It's gonna be Okay

I told you from the start I won't be demanding
I won't be demanding
If you have a change of heart I'll be understanding
I'll be understanding
When love becomes a broken heart and dreams begin to die
Believe me when I say
We'll work it out some way

I'll never try to hold you back
I wouldn't try controlling you
If it's what you want
It's what I want
I want what's best for you
And if there's something else that you're looking for
I'll be the first to help you try
Believe me when I say
It's hard to say goodbye

We've lost that loving touch we used to feel so much
I try to hide the truth that's in my eyes
The love without feeling
But when I feel we're not in love, I know I'm losing you
Believe when I say
We'll work it out some way

I'll never try to hold you back
I wouldn't try controlling you
If it's what you want
It's what I want
I want what's best for you
And if there's something else that you're looking for
I'll be the first to help you try
Believe me when I say
It's hard to say goodbye

Don't say goodbye

If it's what you want
It's what I want
I want what's best for you

I'll never try to hold you back
I wouldn't try controlling you
If it's what you want
It's what I want
I want what's best for you
And if there's something else that you're looking for
I'll be the first to help you try
Believe me when I say
It's hard to say goodbye

I'll never try to hold you back
I wouldn't try controlling you
If it's what you want
It's what I want
I want what's best for you
And if there's something else that you're looking for
I'll be the first to help you try